life, as I see it

my god it's hidious...

28 February 1987
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I exist, to live I would have to achieve a higher quality of existance through adversity...

my state is a form of deraigned apathy, I have trouble telling right from wrong, please don't hold this against me, as I will learn as I go along.

Currently trying to develope a life of some kind, feel free to advise.
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